Long Lost Family

I’m a sucker for watching Long Lost Family. I’m adopted myself and to see others like me finding their birth families really affects me. I’m not a crier. Never have been. My adoptive mother says I never cried as a baby. But watching LLF gets me welling up, and definitely moist eyed.

I will never meet my mother. I made contact a long time ago and she didn’t want to meet, and didn’t want her later children to know about me. It hurt, but I’ve never blamed her or felt bad towards her for that. But thanks to incredibly kind friends, I had a DNA test done a few years ago and got contacted by a genetic relative who was the grandson of my birth mother’s mother’s sister. I now know my mother’s history and her whole family. I know she married after she had me, and had a daughter and a son. I know I have a half-sister and half-brother and nephews and nieces. I can see who they are on Facebook and it is lovely. But do I dare contact them? Did my mother ever tell them about me after I contacted her and before she died (I think in 2013)? I don’t know.

Finding my family tree has been wonderful. I know the tree back for 5 generations and the places they were born and lived in. I now want to explore these towns and villages. On my mother’s father’s side – Aberystwyth and Llanfihangel. On my mother’s mother’s side various villages around Dolgellau – Llanfachreth, Llangelynen, Llanenddwyn, Barmouth, Llanaber, Llanbedr, Talywaen.

Next – I need to find my father and his family. That so far has been impossible to do, although I have a few possibilities I’ve identified.

For now, I watch LLF and smile and feel very happy for those whose search ends well. In a world that is heading towards a very dark future, there are still happy stories to tell. That is worth celebrating.

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Love the EU

Sorting through old storage and came across a front page from The Independent, 21 March 2007 – 50 reasons to love the EU –
1) The end of war between European nations.
2) Democracy is now flourishing in 27 countries
3) Once-poor countries, such as Ireland, Greece and Portugal, are prospering.
4) The creation of the world’s largest internal trading market.
5) Unparalleled rights for European consumers.
6) Co-operation on continent-wide immigration policy.
7) Co-operation on crime, through Europol.
8) Laws that make it easier for British people to buy property abroad.
9) Cleaner beaches and rivers throughout Europe.
10) Four weeks statutory paid holidays a year for workers in Europe.

11) No death penalty (it is incompatible with EU membership)
12) Competition from privatised companies means cheaper phone calls
13) Small EU bureaucracy (24,000 employees, fewer than the BBC).
14) Making the French eat British beef again.
15) Minority languages, such as Irish, Welsh and Catalan recognised and protected.
16) Europe is helping to save the planet with regulatory cuts in CO2.
17) One currency from Bantry to Berlin (but not Britain).
18) Europe-wide travel bans on tyrants such as Zimbabwe’s Robert Mugabe.
19) The EU gives twice as much aid to developing countries as the United States.
20) Strict safety standards for cars, buses and aircraft.

21) Free medical help for tourists.
22) EU peacekeepers operate in trouble spots throughout the world.
23) Europe’s single market has brought cheap flights to the masses, and new prosperity for forgotten cities.
24) Introduction of pet passports.
25) It now takes only 2 hrs 5 mins from London to Paris by Eurostar.
26) Prospect of EU membership has forced modernisation on Turkey.
27) Shopping without frontiers gives consumers more power to shape markets.
28) Cheap travel and study programmes means great mobility for Europe’s youth
29) Food labelling is much clearer.
30) No tiresome border checks (apart from in the UK).

31) Compensation for passengers suffering air delays.
32) Strict ban on animal testing for the cosmetic industry.
33) Greater protection for Europe’s wildlife.
34) Regional development fund has aided the deprived parts of the Britain.
35) European driving licences recognised across the EU.
36) Britons now feel a lot less insular.
37) Europe’s bananas remain bent, despite sceptics’ fears.
38) Strong economic growth – great than the United States last year.
39) Single market has brought the best continental footballers to Britain.
40) Human rights legislation has protected the rights of individuals.

41) European Parliament provides democratic checks on all EU laws.
42) EU gives more, not less, sovereignty to nation states.
43) Maturing EU is a proper counterweight to the power of the US and China.
44) European immigration has boosted the British economy.
45) Europeans are incresaingly multilingual – except Britons, who are less so.
46) Europe has set Britain an example how properly to fund a national health service.
47) British restaurants now much more cosmopolitan.
48) Total mobility for career professinoals in Europe.
49) Europe has revolutionised British attitudes to food and cooking.
50) Lists like this drive the Eurosceptics mad.

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Running away from the modern world

I’ve always been politically engaged and concerned to be active in the world. But – I now feel like running away and hiding. Why? Because we are heading into a dark, uncertain and scary future, guided by politicians who are idiotic, selfish and lying.

A world of rising intolerance and bigotry. A world of nationalism and ethnic hatreds. A world of huge inequalities in wealth with super rich, transnational elites whose wealth and lifestyles are obscene. A world where violence is normal. A world that is turning its back on human rights and democracy. A world where hard won gains in some countries for women, gays/lesbians etc. and other groups outside the mainstream norm are being eroded in many other countries.

We have a media that is either corruptly pedalling a particular selfish line or incapable of treating current affairs as anything other than an entertaining soap opera in which any serious discussion of issues is wholly lacking. We have politicians in more than one party motivated by selfish ambition but without the desire of former generations to make a genuine difference in the world. We have politicians who are incredibly stupid and incompetent, who lie, cheat and behave with absolutely no morals (and I don’t only mean the appallingly egotistical Johnson).

How did all this happen? Post-industrialisation has left many outside the wealthy mainstream. The metropolitan elites have become divorced from the rest of the country. Former industrial areas have been abandoned. Modern generations in Britain no longer have any experience of the horrors and commonality of war. A political elite has arisen of career politicians with little background in the ‘real’ world. Modern technology reduces us to isolated individuals interacting through a smartphone or laptop screen. How many of us know even the names of our neighbours? Many people now live in their own little bubbles, reinforcing their own partial views of the world.

There is a lot about the modern world I hate and fear. And yet, we in Britain are still better off and healthier than at any time in the past. I cherish the good people I know. I love the students I teach who develop into kind and thoughtful individuals.

But, the anger I felt on that morning, waking up on the 24th June 2016, is still there. Now it is partnered by fear. Can I run away and hide please?

(I know I won’t. I will carry on trying to create a good world in my everyday work and actions, in an increasingly small, ineffectual bubble. Ah well.)

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Referendum blues

Trying to understand who voted Leave and why – here are data from a survey by Lord Ashcroft of 12,000 people who voted: http://lordashcroftpolls.com/2016/06/how-the-united-kingdom-voted-and-why/.

It makes frightening reading. They are older, poorer, ill-educated and less in tune with the modern world or progressive 21st century concerns. There is a great disconnect between the London-based metropolitan political elite (of all parties) and large sections of the population. The rise of UKIP and the appeal of Boris Johnson show how dangerous this is. Politicians need to wake up and begin to address folk outside the Westminster bubble.

Party voters

Leave

Remain

Conservative

58

42

Labour

37

63

Liberal Democrat

30

70

UKIP

96

4

Green

25

75

SNP

36

64

Those against

multi-culturalism

81

19

social liberalism

80

20

immigration

80

20

environmentalism

78

22

feminism

74

26

globalisation

69

31

Those for

multi-culturalism

29

71

social liberalism

32

68

immigration

21

79

environmentalism

38

62

feminism

40

60

globalisation

38

62

Age

18-24

27

73

25-34

38

62

35-44

48

52

45-54

56

44

55-64

57

43

65

60

40

Socio-economic group

AB

43

57

C1

51

49

C2

64

36

DE

64

36

University degree

43

57

Ethnicity

White

53

47

Asian

33

67

Black

27

73

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So that was 2014

2014 – a new start

So, what did 2014 bring? I began a new chapter in my life – going back to university to do a PhD (again: and before you ask, I did one in 1983-88 but never submitted it as I got a job and changed career direction).

The upside of going back to university was a comforting retreat into the academic bubble. I’d forgotten how much I’d missed it. The luxury of being able to focus on one thing in depth, to read, to think and to write. Being surrounded by other archaeologists is like a return to the nest; warm, comforting and safe. Being a lowly postgrad means not having management responsibilities and only a minimum of bureaucracy to deal with. Being part of a team of people – the Star Carr folk – is lovely. And they’re such a nice bunch of folk. Having a student railcard means I can now pass for 25 again!! Actually, all of the above have made me feel younger again with more energy and enthusiasm. If only I could get the grey out of my hair at the same time!

The downsides are less income, but I’m not a big spender anyway so that’s OK. Also, entering a new place with new people. For an introvert like me that can be quite scary. Allowing myself to get absorbed in research can make very obsessive and isolated. I was also very aware of being so much older than the rest – nothing to do with age, but everything to do with life experience and a long career in the so-called ‘real world’. I did not want to be the aged bore in the corner endlessly telling stories and warning the youngsters about what their future might look like. On the other hand, I do want to help and share what little experience I have with the rest if it would benefit them. Interesting social dynamics for a shy retiring type like me (I know others think I’m outgoing and gregarious, but that’s really a skilfully created front).

My impressions of the department and of postgrad life. In many ways not so different to my time in Sheffield in the 1980s. Archaeologists of any era are much the same. Hard working postgrads, approachable staff, a feeling of shared culture and fellowship, the interesting seminars and thought provoking presentations and occasional deep discussions. On the other hand, universities now are so much bigger than in the 1980s. There are far more staff and students. Where Sheffield was cosy, friendly and intimate, this is no longer possible and York is larger, less intimate and dispersed into groups of people who seldom meet or interact. This is simply an inevitable feature of modern higher education as the big business it has become. I wonder if it has also then lost something of its soul? Anyway, the department is a good place, with good people, and a lot of interesting research. It is humbling to be part of it.

The other postgrads are lovely people. Hard working. The major difference between now and the 1980s seems to be the social side. My 1980s was spent in an alcoholic haze of endless sessions in the pub and parties at people’s houses. There seems to be less of this these days. Postgrads seem to be more serious, alcohol is of course far more expensive now relative to incomes, and many postgrads have lives or families outside the university and archaeology.

My research has been so far highly interesting and great fun. I’ve done a lot of reading on new topics and written a lot of words – whether they mean anything is hard to say at the moment. It’s good to know I can still put in that amount of concentration and effort. I also know I need to guard against obsessively working and shutting out the rest of the world. Highlights so far – spending a fortnight digging at Star Carr (iconic site, hard work, great team of people and fun), giving presentations at some primary schools to enthusiastic 7-8 year-olds, teaching a module to a small group of MA students, having new thoughts about how archaeology is communicated and delving deeply into the academic literature on the Mesolithic since 1866.

What else did I do in 2014? Oh yes, I helped in a small way as a consultant on a project to produce online resources for teaching using Japanese archaeology. This was a fun project, and the end result is impressive (and mostly the work of a very hard working Japanese archaeologist Oki Nakamura, and a talented web-design team). I also wrote a book on the archaeology of Britain for AltaMira Press in the USA which took a lot of time and effort (and will appear on the bookshelves at Easter this year). I gave three fun lectures at Leicester University, judged two sites for the Sandford heritage education awards, gave advice to a historic property in Aldborough as a Historic Houses Association learning advisor, attended meetings of the Archaeology and Engagement Panels of the National Trust, did some judging for the British Archaeological Awards and handed over the reigns of the CASPAR at UCL to the brilliant Chiara Bonnachi. I aso continued as a Governor of Millthorpe School in York where we had a highly successful Ofsted visit earlier in the year. In all of these, I continue to be amazed and delighted at the dedication, enthusiasm and skill of everyone involved in heritage education and interpretation, and in the hard work of amazingly skilled teachers. In comparison, I always feel somewhat inadequate myself but do what I can to help. (Note to self – I must actually try and do less this year and give more time for the PhD).

This is already way too long and I doubt anyone in their right mind will read this, but I needed to give myself an overview of the year and get it all off my chest.

Onwards into 2015 – looking forward to it.

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Archaeology and the modern condition

Some reading for my PhD left me once again inspired. A piece by Sir Grahame Clark in 1943 on what archaeology could contribute to school education after the war.

Clark, J G D 1943 “Education and the study of man”, Antiquity 17 (67): 113

“we stand on the threshold of what could be a new world: whether we cross that threshold or are elbowed back into the dark passage that leads to another holocaust, depends primarily on our attitude to education, on the steps taken during the next few years to bring to the common man everywhere a realization of inheritance as a citizen of the world and an awareness of his power to mould his own destiny. What is needed above all is an overriding sense of human solidarity such as can come only from consciousness of common origins. Divided we fall victims to tribal leaders: united we may yet move forward to a life of elementary decency.”

Yes, archaeology has a great deal to teach us of real importance – more than simply conserving a historic environment, imagining how it felt to experience the past or refining a pottery typology. I wrote this in 2011 without realising Clark had beaten me to it, and expressed it so much better –

“There have been archaeologists, and still are, who are seduced by nationalist and racist ideologies, and use their archaeology to bolster extreme views. However, the greatest thing we can learn from our past is that we share a common identity. Underneath the varied patterns of human culture, lies a basic unity of behaviour and shared experiences. At a time when our television news screens deliver an almost daily diet of inhumanity by people to each other; this is surely something worth stating over and over again.”

In Henson, D 2011b “The educational purpose of archaeology: a personal view from the United Kingdom”, in A Matsuda & K Okamura (eds.) New perspectives in global public archaeology, New York: Springer: 217-226

As I watch in despair at the TV screens yet again in 2014, I wish the world had listened to Clark back in 1943. But then at heart I remain a despairing, pessimistic yet utterly naive idealist.

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A student again!

So, today I begin life as a student again. I begin my PhD research on public perceptions of the Mesolithic at York University under Nicky Milner. It really is exciting. The topic is set by Nicky – it’s a collaborative doctoral award, so fully funded and run jointly between the University and York Archaeological Trust. I’ve been doing a lot of reading to get up to date with the Mesolithic. In some ways, not a lot has changed. In other ways, it has. Some new sites and finds, some new theoretical approaches. It’s so good to be getting back to grips with prehistory though, and to have three years to do something in-depth again. Bliss! I suspect I shall need extra supplies of chocolate to fuel my brain cells. I know a few of the folk at York, and am looking forward to getting the know the rest.

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